I am still so STUCK in my head and over thinking my art.
There are so many wonderful ideas of what I would like to create, but then I spiral thinking:
- is this what you want to see from me?
- I should do this with the camera filming me or why do it?
- Is this work good enough?
- What if I fail? What if I succeed?
- How can I turn it into a sellable product that you all like?
- Does this need to be a sellable product?
- I want to help contribute more to the finances of our household, but not do it to my creative detriment like I did with PA. How can I do this?
This spiral of thoughts has been almost constant.
Who knew designing for someone else for a period of time would do this to me?
Therefore I am letting go of control and promises. I need to. This may be hard for some, but if I do not do this, I may not find my happy place again.
Grab a new mixed media journal (purchased or handmade) and just let go of your own expectations.
BE FREE.
If you feel just a page of scribbles……scribble.
If blobs of colour call to you, splatter and smudge them onto a page.
If words are stuck in your head, write them down.
I believe that this will help bring us back to our creative freedom and joyful adventures.
🥰
Nicci
#lettinggo #creativefreedom #findingyourself
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